Back again but NO Bangs!!

I come across random faces each day, everybody has the same expressions, same serious look that they mean business and they actually have something to do with their lives. Quite frankly, you`re trying to send this incognito image, not really well because you dont know how to BANGZ, only terrorists know how to do that, Haha.

Brainiac?

This goes out to all those nerds in the world. What would the world do without you? I mean who would they (normal people) pick upon, laugh at, make fun of and yes your brainiac stuff is no longer welcome in this world.

Ding Dongs?

Yes the philosophical ME is back and I dont know but I am about to discuss a very serious issue over here, Yes its more serious than Nuclear Weapons, Chemical Weapons, Bio Hazzard Weaopons, Hydrogen Weapons or whatever illogical name of a weapon THEY could come up with and yes by THEY I mean you, Yes you the GEEKY PEOPLE but back to the issue, How illogical names have surrounded us in our lives, just take the example of a bubble gum, I mean bubble gum is hard enough, why do you have to name it 'Ding Dong' I mean, are you serious? Is that all the creativity that dawns upon you when you are being payed just to think a name. DARN IT!!!!

Broken Dream.

Ever experienced your food being snatched out of your mouth, ever had your dreams taken away? I experienced something similar recently. It was this close, I could taste victory and it all slipped away, Sargodha University, not so cool. They just punched me back to reality.

A Passenger.

Lately I have had to travel alot for tournaments and fixtures, so I have been put into a role of a passenger for extensive periods of time in the past week but what beautifull memories, Conquered LUMS, Screwd over Comsats, Quaid-e-Azam, NUML and all other Zone C candidates.

Cavemen to Computermen, technology freaks.

How man has changed? How technology has replaced everything with better and quicker ways, How come we stand at this point?. Okay, the use of technology is recquired to survive in the current developing enviornment of the world but is this what we really can do. I have lately come across so many different pages, social website updates, status updates that I am getting sick in my stomach. I mean, CMON. do you really think I care what your neighbours cat is eating, right now. Do you think other people care if you went to the bathroom at midnight to start the day. Get a freaking life, I dont want to run a digital farm and NO definately NO digital farms or aquariums, I have a life. thankyou.

I just gave my two cents, there you have it. Read it and change yourself or be a lazy bastard like me and run a blog just to keep the boredum away otherwise stay the same, drink tea and be a total retard.

What If?

Lately I have been staring into the sky and asking myself so many questions, sounds filmographic? (I dont think thats a word) doesnt it?

What if there was no time? Believe me, it would suck.
What if there were no borders? Believe me, totally solves the migration issues.
What if there was no such thing as a minority? Believe me, will totally remove the insecurities, white people have. (No I dont mean you, reader, youre normal :P)

but having a dellusional mind that I have, I totally drift off, and.

What if I could have super poweres? I could be the awesomest super hero ever.
What if saying random stuff like, the FUCK and you SUCK and Screw you, just to watch other peoples reaction was totally normal? that would PAWN.

I say random stuff, I cannot help it. I am totally random, random defines me.

Ok, enough of being random for this 5 minute post. Haha.

Being a Tree, A long Journey.

My journey began long ago, when the earth was young
Buried deep into the ground, only time could tell
Along came the wind, the rain, So many years passed by
I start to grow, I start to rise, and my journey begins.
I yield the fruit, I face the sun, I provide the shade.
Restless I stand, in the midst of so much change, I stood tall.
The changing of seasons as my leaf`s start to fall, many seasons pass by.
I’ve faced the storms, the challenges, it’s been long
With all this change, I have stood strong.

Noodles? Rain? Planet Green?

I just realized that noodles have the weirdest shapes ever. I mean, being long and slim wasnt enough, Now they even come in drill shapes. How weird. The sudden urge to eat, hot and spicy things? Oh yes, It is raining, Pakora`s PWNAGE. Haha. I came across something that said, "Planet Green". What exactly? I say, green everything. People wearing green cloths, the tea being green and the sun shines green. How majorly awesome it would be if superman wore green underwear. Haha. Oh wait. Captain Planet already does. Cant top that :P

Hanging by a moment

We spend most of our times cherishing moments so long gone in the past, we even stop living in the present. We forget about whats important. My grave concern is the almost unrealistic effort we put into, not moving on. Okay. You had your day but life does not stop, learn to live. We need to come to terms with ground realities like, it just wasnt meant to be or time passed by. We need to be able to realise our purpose, whats important for us. Stop hanging to the past because it was not our prerogative advantage, we need to be able to move on.

If time stood still, life would not be the same dillema it is, it is fun to experience something which is not in our control because every action has its consequences, you can only control the outcome, consequences will still be there. Stop living in the past, yesterday is history, today is a gift called the PRESENT.

Morning?

I wake up to find myself sick of sleeping. Weird, is it not? I am getting too much sleep probably.

Categorize, Organize

I simply am amazed at how people have mapped out every step of their lives, I mean whatever happened to going with the flow or taking random desicions. Life would suck as hell for sure If I had to run a time table for my life too. Keep the time tables to classes/schools/universities and have a lolly pop. Get rid of the tension, be a kid, once more.

Hunting Season? :P

Along comes the rain, as the vacations arrive, the beast of exams is far behind and so it begins, The Hunting Season :O haha Oh I mean the Basketball season :P

The Other Self (Playground Kids 2)

I wrote a poem like 9 months ago, "The Play Ground Kids". This story has the same idea just with the introduction of Characters. HAHA, I`m lame.

The Other Self


The mild breeze of spring had settled in. Everything appeared more cheerful, It had been a very cold winter and the people of “Balamory” had done well to get through the coldest of winters. Bright sunshine emerged as the people of this small town were getting ready to start there day. Meanwhile, a sixteen-year old “Chris Allen” was getting ready for his day too. This day i.e 1st March had been pinned down on his calendar as this was the day his high school annual results came out. His family had great expectations of him and they knew that Chris was going to make them proud. Chris had worked hard on those exams too.

On the other side of town, A group of nineteen year olds had beaten down a kid in the street while bullying him and taking the poor child’s money. The tallest of them was “Mark Donald” who appeared to be the leader of the gang and had that commanding authority to his personality. While they ran away, Mark with no care in the world, lighted a cigarette and laughed at the little boy. This was not the first time this particular gang had assaulted a person, there had been several other occasions when this rugged group of three had beaten down people and ran away with their belongings, this appeared to be another regular activity for Mark and his friends as if part of their lives but life had not been always like this for Mark, he was once the “good kid” but not anymore.

Three years ago, Mark just like Chris had high expectations for his annual high school exam results. Being raised in the town Orphanage Mark had always despised other kids with families, he wanted a family too and these exams were the perfect opportunity for Mark to make the other kids jealous with his grades. Although his wise personality often got the best of him but he believed it to the best part about him but one week before the annual exams Mark had a major argument with the principal, who had summoned Mark to his office to discuss future college applications but Mark wanted to consider his decision and take time with this particular decision because he believed that “If you are not sure, take time and do what ever you wish to do” but the principal “Mr. Alex Turner” had other ideas, because he wanted to get Mark into college with his influence, so he (Alex Turner) could take credit for teaching and nourishing a bright student but Mark thought otherwise because he did not want to get into college by sympathy as being a orphan, he did not want to be considered a charity case. He wanted to get there by his own hard work. This lead to an argument between Alex Turner and Mark Donald and they were not on speaking terms anymore.

A week after the meeting at the Principals Office, Marks annual results came out. He was in a state of shock, from being a good graded student, Mark had failed. His whole world had turned upside down. Alex Turner with his influence over the Examination Control Authority had made sure the Mark fails in his exams so that he cannot pursue college education.

Mark was devastated with his results, he had lost all hope and he knew this was the result of the argument he had with the principal. He had lost hope in the educational system, having lived a life with little expectations; his dream had been crushed by the controlling authority. This lead to life changing decisions for Mark, he stopped coming to school, started taking drugs and at one point even considered committing suicide but his natural wits had stopped him from doing that.
Chris had a jumpstart of a day, getting the “best of lucks” from his family, Chris decided to spent the few hours he had left before the result in the park at the outskirts of the town. Steady steps towards his destination. As he entered the park, he saw two boys bullying little kids and a third guy standing just a few yards away, with a hint of swagger smoking a cigarette as if he was in control of everything, He probably was the leader of this gang.

As thoughts like “Why is he considered cool” “Is he worth to be followed”. Chris’s cell phone rang with a beep, it was a text message probably from some friend, letting him know his result and congratulating him, time had flown by as he was lost in thoughts sitting on the park bench.

As he read the message, his torso had an out of body experience; his whole world shook as if somebody had pulled the ground from beneath his feet. He was in a trauma, he had failed his exams, he had failed his parents, and he had failed his parents. This brutal reality was very hard to gulp down for little Chris Allen. Thoughts like “What would happen now?” “Should I run away”, “Am I a failure?” crossed his mind. Tears had started to come down from his eyes; he had no control over them as his mind went further into the realms of this brutal reality.
He was panicking, he had decided that he will walk to the outskirt cliffs of the town and commit suicide, Among all of the bullying, the panic, bad news, Mark had noticed little Chris Allen walk out of the park, crying, he knew Chris had his result today and assumed that he probably had failed too. But Mark knew Chris Allen, he was a good kid with a lot of potential and he was just like him (Mark Donald) so it was probably not expected that he failed. So he decided to follow Chris.

The wind blowing into Chris’s face, as he stood on the edge of the cliff thinking about his decision, his mind shaking with thoughts of the consequences, bad news, people he had let down. He was ready, as he closed his eyes, took a long breath getting ready to jump. He was pulled back by Mark into the world. With commanding force he had pulled back and thrown back on the ground,

Chris screamed “Leave me, Alone, I want to die”
Mark: “No, You don’t”
Chris: “Yes I do”
As he runs forward to jump, Mark holds him back, pushing him back to the ground
Mark: “I won’t let you quit this easy”
Chris: “Why?”
Mark:”Calm down and I`ll explain”
Chris, calms down and thinks “Why does he want to save me”, “Is he a good person”
Mark:” I know you Chris, you don’t need to quit, You have a lot of potential”
Chris: “But I`ve let my family down, I’ve failed”
Mark: “So what? There’s always next time”
Chris: “But Why? Do you want to save me?”
Mark:”I was once like you and I see myself in you”

Chris’s mind was about the explode with thoughts of this encounter, Mark waited for Chris to calm down and then started walking with him back towards the town, telling him about how he failed the exams and took the wrong decisions and would now want to see you (Chris) waste your life like he did. Chris was confused but he knew that his decision was stupid and was thankful to Mark for saving his life who he considered a bad influence but this conversation had changed Chris’s mind, he would go back to school, to his life and face the consequences of him failing. Lost in his own thoughts, Mark called out his name and told him that it was time for him to go home, the thought of admiration for Mark crossed his mind “His Other Self”.

What matters, Not.

As the exams approach, everybody starts to feel the pressure and what not. Everybody has their game faces on like its some kind of war or something, well its not and since no body has to die, so please do not drop your moral values. Because in the end its all Major PWNAGE by the educational system :P

Exams :S

Haha fast approach the exams and I sit here being lame :P

Just the way of looking at THINGS

People are differently motivated by different things, Sometimes even the simplest of things can inspire a person to do great things. Sometimes even a simple lead pencil can be inspirational to an artist like Da Vinci(example). Sometimes the hard work of an ant can inspire people to be as dedicated. We all are differently motivated.Keep your eyes open and you might find what motivates you.

Ants the simplest of life forms are the most organized when they get to work and we the people, Homo sapiens, the most intelligent of all beings, have to resort to haphazardness even just to pay a BILL. Get inspired.Its all about what you observe and what you precieve.

Is it so?

If it all came down to being rational and standing correct, I`d win the race by a difinitive mile but it doesnt so dont sweat yourselves or if you want to, I dont mind you wetting your cloths for nothing, tsk tsk.

In the past, smoking was considered bad and now its considered cool, How times have changed. How man has evolved!! This race to unsubstantial things is leading us no where. Thank God I have my brains intact, I`m super cool, arent I?.

I hold the answers. seek me :P

Uncertain

I wake up and I find myself very confused. Why is it that people consider being sarcastic, a cool thing. I mean, its okay if you have a sense of humour but please, being overly obnoxius about it, is a pain in UGH. Beunos Dias.

Why so serious?

Lately I have been thinking alot and been writing ofcourse the serious issues in people. But since the world does no give a UGH I could care less. So lets discuss something of the calibre of being more serious than atomic bombs.

Teenage Life. God what potential Haha.

When we are young, we dream, we expect, we achieve but in the end the little things are the ones we cherish the most. Like "Aj tery bari hai paisay denay ki", "Tu bhai hai mera", "Yaar wo ladki kitni fit hai" hahaha tsk tsk. It slips out.

If we sit back and look back on our short lifes. We get many moments like that.

*Serious mode*

I dont regret doing anything in my life. From being stupid to being awesome. I got it right the first time. I dont need a second chance or maybe I do? but hell, I could care less.

Desires

Human desires are something worth observing. Are they a part of our dreams or the lust of our sub conscious mind? What ever may be the source of these needs, it surprises me to an extent that I get shocked at people`s will to change their moral values just to achieve these needs. Are we prisoners to our own desires? Should we must bow down to our desires will?. The surprising factor is not the limitless desires but the extent a person can drop them selves to achieve those goals.

Infatuation is the trait of fools. No matter, how hard you convince yoursleves that you are in control of your desires yet your mind fails you by being sub consciously in love with your stupid desires.

Dream only what you can achieve. Do not let your desires be in control of your mind. Know your limits and fall back into the realms of reality because life does not give you a second chance, get it right the first time. Fondness for extravegance is only common among the fools who bow down to their desires and let them control their life. Be in control, decide who you are.